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when you don't have words to express your feelings n u know no one cares you write and delete write and delete again and again this is what i learned just now after wasting so much time ....

What is Personality.:)

In world most expensive suits making company is of brioni and it is an italic brand there range starts from 4000 euros and like wise world most expensive shoes making company is of crewcidy and there range also starts from 4000 euros and you get shoes after nine months of ordering and like wise there are companies who are making new expensive and exclusive perfumes….fortunately I met a person who was wearing a brioni’s suit and was wearing crewsidy shoes and his perfume was also very fantastic and I was very much impressed by his personality I thought that such a tasteful person first time came in my life but unfortunately whenever i take tea or coffee I start remembering that person automatically and taste of my coffee or tea get spoiled the reason for that is that we were sitting face to face and cups of coffee were in front of us and in a mean while of such a sophisticated conversation he sneezed very horribly which goes half in his cup and half in my cup…:))and after then what happened is that he start taking his coffee…:))now I was reluctant not willing to take coffee and he was saying me again and again don't you like coffee why are you not taking it…:)now atticates were saying that I should do something so I closed my eyes and ears forcefully drank my coffee…:))now what happens is whenever I see a cup of coffee or tea it uncontrollably remind me of him and when I remember him i always use to forget his expensive suit,his expensive shoes his expensive perfumes and I forget his conversation but i only remember his horrible sneezing…. this is known as personality….:)

Credit card Relations

Do we have to wait for someone's death to meet and have get together,life had gone meaning less that relations are getting weak and our own love ones are getting far....Ashfaq ahmed in his book Zavia writes that i was at funeral of my relative and i was half slept and some children were talking nearby and i was surprised by the one of child sentence he was saying that "if someone dies then we have allot of fun,we get together and all the relatives as well"....and then one of them said dont know who will die next  now, nana naseer ud din beard is white may be he will die next.then the fight began in children that no aunti zahara is too old when she will die we will go to faisalabad we will meet there and will play there whole day.....i tell you a good thing that  in that discussion my name(Ashfaq ahmed) also came my youngest nephew said nana ashfaq is also too much old,and when he will die there will be more people and fun because he is too much famous.....those children were very rude,serious and with deep thinking making planes to meet next again....

ladies and gentile men if we say our values had changed then its not true.values are still there like still there is always a difference between truth and lie,honest or dishonest weather we change home or city values are still there but the horrible thing is that our children have to wait for someone's death to meet again,this is not the problem of our children this is our fault...

when i realize why it is so then find out that small thing time to time keep held in our way like i have time to rectify my income tax bill which is wrong or i have time to renew my expired driving license,my son live in  rivand and there is no gas i have time to supply gas cylinder to him,dog bite our servant and i have to take him hospital for 14 injections...i have time to write many books...i am worried about my utility bills,worried about land line phone which is not working and go again and again for that matter in phone offices but don't have time to our dear ones.  

we need to know our carelessness,we need to knew our relations and to keep in touch we need to take time out....we have to give relations at least importance like credit card.... my wish is that we keep meeting and have get together so that our children don't have to wait for someone's death and also they don't have to wish for someone's early death to meet again....